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25.3.18
5.3.18
HEART OF BALANCE REVIEW-STEALING FIRE by Steven Kotler & Jamie Wheal
REVIEW OF STEALING FIRE
I really was stimulated by this book particularly the
chapter on psychedelics. This is where I first heard of the amazing Sasha Shulgin and his incredible wife. Why hasn't a film been made about this pair of beauties? There were so
many resources to follow up and, after all isn’t that what you want with one of
these self-help books? A really accurate roadmap that gets you from geeky useless
mental underling to superhuman hero-entrepreneur. Isn’t this what life has now become
about? Inadequate pawn to ubermensch or
uberfraulein in as short a timescale as possible?
Have we not arrived at the nexus where we can just ditch the
spiritual nonsense and get right down to it?
And become great leaders because we are great kite-surfers? Become super successful CEO’s because we go
to Burning Man? And not only will we be
this super smart super-person but we will also be lean and ripped, tanned,
speak several languages that we have learned while sleeping and be known at
parties for hooking ourselves up to digital instruments that show us altering
our heartbeat and brainwaves at will.
Everyone will laugh and want to be our friend.
Well-No! Nope. It actually does take the ten thousand hours.
I’m really sorry to piss on part of this books premise. I’m afraid my view is that it’s hard time, and
hard regular practice to achieve mastery. And part of that is that there is a thing
called growing up and evolving the Self into additional capacities, physically
and emotionally and spiritually and intellectually. Then there is also the shadow-Self. Growing up takes time-it is an inevitable
equation. Highly focused personal development practice needs Time, lots of
Time. And I’m afraid it’s also no one
way street-every step forward means half a step back-sometimes two steps
back. Sometimes the dark night of the
Soul intervenes for a few years, or even a lifetime. Personal development is evolution and takes not geological timescales but just a lifetime.
It's part of the bitch about being human-you just find out what's what, then you die. It's a raw deal. But the thought of the geeks transmuting their consciousness into newly made bodies and grabbing another ketogenic-enhanced seventy years is a definite no-no. The problem with this futuristic tech is that the only humans able to afford extended life will be the nasty rich ones. I'm ok with extending the Dalai Lama through a kickstarter campaign but I am not extending Peter Thiel, Vladimir Putin or Goddess help us-the Trumpet in the West!
It's part of the bitch about being human-you just find out what's what, then you die. It's a raw deal. But the thought of the geeks transmuting their consciousness into newly made bodies and grabbing another ketogenic-enhanced seventy years is a definite no-no. The problem with this futuristic tech is that the only humans able to afford extended life will be the nasty rich ones. I'm ok with extending the Dalai Lama through a kickstarter campaign but I am not extending Peter Thiel, Vladimir Putin or Goddess help us-the Trumpet in the West!
And the Silicon Valley billionaire premise also fills me
with a dark premonition-something strange-maybe it’s dread. Maybe it’s the feeling of nonsense upon
stilts. Possibly the idea that great
wealth conveys narcissistic arrogance.
Possibly even the heresy that just cos you code-you are not a source of
wisdom. The billionaire geeky man-child villain who dreams up twisted digitally enhanced nightmares already walks among us.
That shady, Marvel-type villain, Peter Thiel, being put forward as a mentor fills me
definitely with dread. Let this sucker
in and it could all turn to shit as if microwaved. In a recent rather brilliant essay in The Baffler (March/April No 38) Eugene McCarraher, an associate professor at Villannova University describes him thusly, '...PayPal co-founder and vampiric plutocrat Peter Thiel (an enthusiast of Objectivism and a recent recipient of a lifetime achievement award from the Hayek Institute)...'
Objectivism is of course the drivel dispensed by the arch rationaliser of greed and selfishness, Ayn Rand whose books continue to fly out the shelves apparently-it can't just be Paul Ryan buying them. And here, the Ayn Randyan, Hayekian, economics-lite, neo-libertarian bullshit is inherent in the prose and it is what troubles me most about this silicon valley philosophy of can-do; as long as we are left alone to be great by the nanny state and it's huddled masses. The fact that at root it appears so individualised, atomised an approach to living and the fantasy that these billionaires got there entirely by their own nerdy talents when they are just dipshits in the ocean of life-just like the rest of us.
Objectivism is of course the drivel dispensed by the arch rationaliser of greed and selfishness, Ayn Rand whose books continue to fly out the shelves apparently-it can't just be Paul Ryan buying them. And here, the Ayn Randyan, Hayekian, economics-lite, neo-libertarian bullshit is inherent in the prose and it is what troubles me most about this silicon valley philosophy of can-do; as long as we are left alone to be great by the nanny state and it's huddled masses. The fact that at root it appears so individualised, atomised an approach to living and the fantasy that these billionaires got there entirely by their own nerdy talents when they are just dipshits in the ocean of life-just like the rest of us.
And that teams should emulate American elite military units
like the Navy Seals who are allegedly training their soldiers in meditation,
yoga and psychedelics to become even better killers, to get into FLOW. As if killing is about skill-Skilling? When we all know killing is like sex-most of it happens in the head.
Because at root what is happening here is a re-referencing
of what the meaning is about being alive.
Here, being alive is about performance. It’s about what you do in the world! But I suspect the truth is that what you do means very
little and what you are means a very
great deal.
Gentle reader! Read
it! Twice!
3.3.18
Rebirding the Peak District
A few weeks ago, the ecologist Alex Lees published an online poster on a topic that might strike you as recondite: the bird life of the Peak District. Half the poster showed the birds that currently exist there, the other half showed the birds he would like to see. It has so far been viewed 140,000 times.
19.2.18
Notes towards an essay on Biophilia
Notes towards an ESSAY ON BIOPHILIA
CORROSIVE IMPACT OF MODERN SOCIETY
ORGANISATION IMPLACABLY DRIVES TOWARDS PLUTOCRACY/ KLEPTOCRACY AND BIOCIDE
GREED
CORRUPTION
MASSES ARE NEUTRALISED BY DRUGS/ALCOHOL/REALITY TV/ CELEBRITY/ SOCIAL MEDIA/ INTERNET/ THE VISUAL IMAGE AS TYRANT/ THE CORPORATE CANCER/ THE RISE OF FUNDAMENTALISM AND NATIONAL INFERIORITY COMPLEXES/
THE REPLACEMENT OF SPIRITUAL BELIEF SYSTEMS BY BELIEF IN MATERIALISM
THE RELENTLESS RISE OF NARCISSISM
THE SEPARATION BETWEEN SELF AND BIOSPHERE
THE SEPARATION BETWEEN HUMAN SOCIETY AND OTHER LIVING BEINGS
THE RISE OF SCIENTISM (LINKED TO MATERIALISTIC CONCEPTIONS OF REALITY)
THE RISE OF IRRATIONALITY IN BELIEF SYSTEMS AND THE ECONOMY
THE LACK OF AN OPPOSITIONAL BOUNDARY TO CAPITALISM
THE RISE OF FASCIST BODY IMAGE SENSIBILITY-THE CONCEPT OF PHYSICAL PERFECTIONISM
THE OBSESSION WITH CRUELTY, CRIMINALITY, PSYCHOPATHOLOGY IN CINEMA
THE HOLLYWOOD DEATH CULT
THE SUPPRESSION OF THE FEMININE
THE EMASCULATION OF THE MALE
THE EASY AVAILABILITY OF HARDCORE PORNOGRAPHY
THE SHIFTING PLEASURE TRIGGERS OF THE PERVERT EVOLVING TO EVER GREATER DEGREES OF STIMULATION TO TRIGGER A RESPONSE-DE SADE
OBSESSIONS WITH LIFE EXTENSION SCIENCE
OBSESSION WITH BIO DESIGN VIA THE GENOME
FOOD AS FETISH
THE RISE OF A MIND CONTROLLING PRESS
THE EVER DEVELOPING PSEUDO SOPHISTICATED COMPLEXITY OF THE ARTS
THE RISE OF A SELF ABSORBED AND INDIVIDUALLY IMMATURE MIDDLE CLASS
OBSESSION WITH TRIVIA
CELEBRITY BECOMES A MENTAL HEALTH ISSUE
THE SEXUALISATION OF CHILDREN
MASS IMMIGRATION LEADING TO VIOLENCE
ASSASSINATION AT ARMS LENGTH BY DRONE
THE INTERNET OF THINGS
31.12.17
HAPPY NEW YEAR! Goodbye 2017, hello 2018!
Well here we are at the year end once more. It is
significant because it is the last day. 2018 starts tomorrow so we have a
point from which to look both reviewingly backwards and anticipatingly
forwards.
This blog has been a tad more intermittent than I hoped. But
I am avoiding resolutions to be more of a hardcore blogger or anything
else. I'll look back and see what was good about events and people who
offered generosity, wisdom and kindness, and try and get more of that and them
and less of what was not so good or just plain horrible. I'm going to try
and keep it simple.
And for me I will try to be generous and kind and grateful for
what I have. I will try to be a better father, friend and life
partner. I will try to be a better person.
This year, personally, a business plan crashed and burned through
insufficient planning and awareness or recognition of complexity. It was a
chronic failure to recognise marketing, partnerships and networks as absolutely
key to success. A huge disappointment but also a massive learning.
Someone once said those who never fail never succeed at anything
either. We have to keep trying. We have to bounce back. Fail
once, fail better next time.
Looking back on the three dimensions of this blog; the cultural,
the political and the developmental, 2017 was something of a mixed bag.
Politics remains a horrorshow of dark farce due to two elements. One is
quite localised to the UK which is the vote to leave the European Community
whose unbelievably complex unfolding has occupied the British Government almost
to the exclusion of everything else. It remains one of the most
disastrous events in recent British history and one of the most glaring
political blunders of anytime, anywhere.
BREXIT
BREXIT
The 2016 vote to leave the EU marked a watershed moment in the history of the United Kingdom. When all votes had been counted 52% of the electorate had opted to leave the EU, a figure that increased to almost 54% in England. The figures for Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland varied, at 38, 52.5 and 44%, respectively. Across 393 local authorities, support for leave surpassed 70% in eight authorities, 60% in 102 and 50% in 263. In England the share of the vote for leaving ranged from nearly 76% in Boston, Lincolnshire to 21% in Lambeth, London. (The Brexit Vote Explained: Poverty, low skills and lack of opportunities (Goodwin, Heath. 2016) Joseph Rowntree Foundation)
I
found myself in Scunthorpe for a period of time from 2016 into early 2017. North Lincolnshire was a clear brexit area and
at dinner one evening with my local hosts I queried where they stood on the
question of Brexit. They remarked, quite
vociferously, how they despised the EU and all that it stood for. I asked for some detail and they remarked
upon two aspects that they held to be the responsibility of the EU. One was immigration which they described as a major
disgrace . ‘The immigrants are swamping
us. They’re taking our housing, our
jobs, they’re destroying our schools.
They don’t want to be part of this country, in fact they hate us.’ I asked if they were referring specifically
to Muslims but they argued that they were sick of being described as racist and
felt as strongly about the influx from Eastern Europe.
‘So what else prompted you to vote to leave?’ I asked.
’Sovereignty’ they replied.
Chambers Dictionary of Etymology refers to Sovereignty
as ‘Great, superior, mighty.’ We might
say the Power in the land. I was
interested though in what they meant and pressed them for an insight into what
they understood by the term and they said ‘the right to make our own
laws’. I referred to Parliament as our
law making institution and asked if they meant that-they somewhat reluctantly
agreed they did.
My response was to ask if they seriously thought that
the ruling party in Westminster gave so much as a shit about the folk in North
Lincs. Then in an act of frustration I
produced my laptop and downloaded the last five years investment in North Lincs
by the EU. Everything from repairing
Church roofs to creating bypasses to children’s play areas to community
spaces. There was an uncomfortable
silence and I realised I had crossed a boundary of courtesy.
The point is that the Brexit vote arises out of a
negative perception of being ignored, disinvested in, having no say, feeling
left behind. It emerges also out of a
fractured nation and out of growing inequality of both wealth and opportunity.
It was also some kind of dishonest scam, for reasons
that escape me.
To be clear I consider that the Conservative Coalition
Government that succeeded Gordon Brown’s Labour was, and remains in its present
incarnation under Theresa May, as the most blunderingly incompetent of any I
have known. David Cameron agreed the EU
referendum for no other reason than to throw a scrap for the right wing of his
party, never imagining that a leave vote would be the result. And that ludicrously incompetent decision is
what he will always be remembered for-the most deliciously incompetent Tory PM
in history. An old Etonian, a Bullingham
member, an upper class twit, an idiot.
And with his Etonian mates, Johnson and Osborne he has left a legacy of
potential disaster. Doesn't seem to stop them getting jobs though! The insipid Osborne's meteoric rise appears almost mythic, as if Count Dracula had been welcomed at the harbour by Whitby Council and given the freedom of the town. Regarding Johnson the less said the better.
THE MANCHILD IN THE WHITEHOUSE
The second matter is the manchild currently residing at the American White House. I have attempted both a half hearted defense of him against what I thought were the sexist and brutal attacks on him due to his physical appearance (the hair and the small hands etc) by some very well known feminists and an analysis of his first hundred days which I doubted he would long survive. How wrong I was! Almost daily Trump commits some fresh outrage against basic decency, morality, and common sense. Far from barely surviving he thrives. The Good Old Party is revealed as a hotbed of moral idiots. And American democracy is revealed as a thin disguise for what seems to be the most cruel capitalist system in the World as seen in its treatment of the poor, of young men of colour and its jails full to bursting with the disenfranchised poor.
When I look at Trump and his bombastic, greedy, self serving behaviour I am reminded of another manchild from history-Kaiser Wilhelm the Second of Germany. And look where that led!
Right now it feels like anything can happen and it feels unsafe.
However it is when the chips are down and backs against the wall that humans can dig deep into almost superhuman reserves of courage and generosity. I see no evidence that the human spirit is down and out and much evidence that it is very much here. I hope so because when leadership is so inept it comes down to all of us to take responsibility.
May I wish you and your families, peace and tranquility through the Yule period and beyond. And may you find the courage and generosity to do all that needs to be done.
HAPPY NEW YEAR AND BEST WISHES FOR 2018!
THE MANCHILD IN THE WHITEHOUSE
The second matter is the manchild currently residing at the American White House. I have attempted both a half hearted defense of him against what I thought were the sexist and brutal attacks on him due to his physical appearance (the hair and the small hands etc) by some very well known feminists and an analysis of his first hundred days which I doubted he would long survive. How wrong I was! Almost daily Trump commits some fresh outrage against basic decency, morality, and common sense. Far from barely surviving he thrives. The Good Old Party is revealed as a hotbed of moral idiots. And American democracy is revealed as a thin disguise for what seems to be the most cruel capitalist system in the World as seen in its treatment of the poor, of young men of colour and its jails full to bursting with the disenfranchised poor.
When I look at Trump and his bombastic, greedy, self serving behaviour I am reminded of another manchild from history-Kaiser Wilhelm the Second of Germany. And look where that led!
Right now it feels like anything can happen and it feels unsafe.
However it is when the chips are down and backs against the wall that humans can dig deep into almost superhuman reserves of courage and generosity. I see no evidence that the human spirit is down and out and much evidence that it is very much here. I hope so because when leadership is so inept it comes down to all of us to take responsibility.
May I wish you and your families, peace and tranquility through the Yule period and beyond. And may you find the courage and generosity to do all that needs to be done.
HAPPY NEW YEAR AND BEST WISHES FOR 2018!
Abraxas
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